[Ensign Jael Sherem | Sherem Quarters | USS Challenger NCC-40117-A]
Schooled and psychoanalyzed by a Breen. It wasn't that she wasn't conducting a counseling session with a Breen, but rather, they pretty much switched places: The Breen was the shink and she was the patient. And it was the icing on the cake on the remaining time in the Nori-Arali system. As much as they talked, inside, she was embarrassed. Humiliated, even. She was disappointed in Captain Galloway as a whole. She used to think Starfleet was her home, but she realized it was Earth instead.
In any case, the moment she returned from counseling with the Breen....or rather, the Breen counseling her...she returned to her quarters and replicated two more bottles of kanar and drained them both in one swig each, the humiliated rage building up. The next thing she remembered was waking with her uniform in tatters, virtually everything in their quarters a mess, and Gid, having come back from duty, nursing a black eye while eating on a hasparat.
"Wha...? What...happp...?" Jael said, her speech slurred.
"What happened?" asked Gid. "You happened. I come back from duty and I find you destroying everything inside. I try to help and you knock me out. Honestly, were things so bad with the Nori for you to guzzle down half a dozen bottles of kanar?"
"Half a...?" Jael blinked and saw the exact number. Funny, she could only remember the two.
"Jeez, I didn't think such a one on one struggle with a Cardassian was that much of a doozy since duels during the Occupation," Gid said. "What was wrong with you?"
"What is wrong with me?!?" snapped Jael. "It's the NORI that's wrong, that's wha...!" Jael jabbed a finger out the porthole and double-taked to find they were in orbit, not of a planet, but a starbase.
"We've been gone from Nori-Arali for thirty hours now," said Gid. "You've missed a lot, and thank the Prophets for that. We're just stopping for a resupply."
"GOOD," snarled Jael. "Then we have brief leisure time to drown my sorrows."
"The hell you will," snapped Gid back. "Getting drunk on kanar? And you're a counselor, for the love of the Prophets."
"A USELESS COUNSELOR!!!" bellowed Jael. "MY SKILLS ARE USELESS, FIRST IN SCIENCE, NOW THIS!!! I USED TO THINK I COULD MAKE GOOD WITH PROVIDING THERAPY FOR OTHERS!!! BUT THEN WE COME TO THESE POMPOUS INGRATES WHO'D EAT, DRINK AND BE MERRY AND ALLOW THEIR PEOPLE AND PLANET TO DIE!!!! AND I TRY TO BE A GOOD BRIDGE ADVISOR, AND I COME IN ON A RUSH, AND CAPTAIN GALLOWAY WANTS ME TO CLEAN THE HULL WITH A TOOTHBRUSH!!!!!!!"
She slammed her fists on the wall strongly enough that she felt hurt from it.
"THIS! AND A BREEN COUNSELS ME INSTEAD OF ME COUNSELING A BREEN!" She smacks the wall again. "THIS! IS! THE! LAST! STRAW!!!"
She slammed her fists so hard she was sure she has broken them. But she didn't care at the least.
Gid endured her rant as patiently as he could. Granted, he was just as patient as his adoptive mother was, which was one good thing of being raised by Cardassians. This temper of Jael's, plus her unique skills? They came from her father.
"You're quite offended by the Nori, and I understand," said Gid. "But honestly, I don't think it did of you to show up on the bridge a mess, even if you were in a ru..."
"OKAY, GID THE BAJORAN, YOU BACKSTABBING SON OF A [spoiler]BITCH[/spoiler]!!!" lashed Jael. "SIDE WITH GALLOWAY, I KNEW YOU WOULD! PERHAPS CARDASSIANS CAN'T BE FRIENDS WITH ANYBODY BUT THEMSELVES!!! GET OUT! NOW!!!"
And getting thrown out of their quarters, Gid had worked different shifts since. Jael, meantime, had spent the rest of the time wallowing in her misery. She decided to avoid the bridge, deciding it was no longer her place to be. She spent half the time crying and throwing tantrums, and the other half getting drunk on replicated kanar.
Gid, of course, always took night shifts to avoid Jael, or rather, as many shifts to avoid confronting Jael. She never saw him, but often times, she was in such a deep sleep that she couldn't notice. He could easily tell she never left their quarters, never wanted to see anybody. In passing, whenever on duty, he often heard her wails and cries, and he could tell she was trying to flood their quarters with her tears.
He knew that her pride was wounded. That and sharing the same ship with a Breen, a race who the Cardassians hated more than Bajorans at the height of the Occupation. Hated enough to dissent from the Dominion.
Her typical Cardassian pride. He wanted very much to help her. But unfortunately, she only pushed him away. He could see her resignation papers, still not filled out, buried under a now accumulating pile of kanar bottles. It pained him to see her this way. He couldn't even determine what to do. Who could he turn to? There were few Cardassians in Starfleet. And even if he could get in touch with their mother, she was too busy being an ambassador.
He was so busy worrying and thinking about Jael that he bumped into the new First Officer at the turbolift.
"Oh! Commander!" he said. "I'm so sorry. And you'll have to forgive me if I smell...Jael isn't doing okay, she's locked herself in her quarters."
Then he realized of course there was someone he could talk to. Commander Addams looked logical enough of a person to talk to, he definitely had the fatherly look about him.
"Something's wrong with my sister, Commander," he said with worry. "She's...I don't know how to put it, but she's been in a bad state since dealing with the Nori. I mentioned she's locked herself in her quarters, and it's worse. She hasn't come out since."